Opening Up

i hate you, you stupid asshole. you ruined my life with your lies and unwillingness to love me. you killed my soul by ripping it out over and over because i loved you unconditionally, and i could still, no i cant. because you were a ruthless son of a bitch, yes a son of a bitch, because your my mom was a bitch. she thought you were perfect and i was the crazy one. and yea mayb i was nuts, maybe i did go crazy at times, but that doesnt give her the right to degrade me like im some worthless piece of shit. because i am great and you are a scumbag a person who deserves nothing in life. someone who rots in hell because you were dirt, garbage to me. and i hate u. i cant stand to hear you voice, bc it reminds me of the times we fought. i cant stand to be next to you because it reminds me of the times you ignored me. i cant stand for you to love me because it reminds me of the times of loved you. im glad your hurting and im glad you cant let go, because its all your fault im still hanging on